Fatal Desires Chapter IV~

 ~Chapter IV: Shameful Innocence~

Lire was still getting laid by Hark. Every moment of this shameful act pains her to the very core of her soul. All she could see was the man she so unwisely trusted. She couldn't move an inch. She could only guess that it was the drink that passed through her throat a few minutes ago. She felt so numb and hot at the same time. Ecstasy rushed through her veins but this didn't matter to her.

"Elesis..." Tears poured endlessly from her eyes as she stared at the twilight sky. She wouldn't hope for more, as she wanted this to end. "Ahhh..." A slight sensation made her moan more. "Nyahaaahaaa... Is... tha.." She laughed at herself.

Hark heard her laugh and got more excited. "What are you saying now..?" He said as he prepared to make his grand entrance into Lire. "Let me see, if this is going to hurt..."

Before her could continue Lire interrupted. "Is that all you've got?" Lire smiled at him. Her face still covered with white matter. She finally gave in to Hark. She expected to be defiled as much as possible so she could be at rest when this was all over.

Hark smiled back at her. "So, you finally came to your shameful senses." Hark didn't think twice and made his approach inside Lire.

"Kyaaaaaa~" Lire shouted. Her space was getting invaded by a man she just met. But this never made any difference to the fact that she was desperate. "Nyuuu~" This continued as her body became hotter and hotter even if she was a numb as a doll.

Lire smiled as her sight blurred. Her mind was in a trance attempting to slapped it's body back to normal. She closed her eyes. Then she heard a voice...

"Lire..." A familiar voice of a man, a voice from long ago. "I'll be leaving for Xenia, but don't be sad"

Lire found herself standing in that scene while staring at another Lire trying to persuade that man to leave. She could she her painful memory flashing back. "Ryan..."

Ryan smiled at her. "I'll be with you always, remember that." He leaned forward and kissed her for the last time. Lire cried and cherish that moment. Lire hugged Ryan tightly... "I love you, Ryan..."
Suddenly, it was all flushed out into the darkness where it will always be a memory both painful and satisfying. But before she could go back to her dishonorable present, she heard another voice...

"Eveything will be fine, Lire... I am here to protect you; I promise you that you'll never be lonely ever again."

"Lire..." A voice she knows so much that made her remember many happy moments. "Don't cry anymore..."

Lire again found herself standing in a scene while staring at another Lire smiling and crying genuinely at the girl besides her inside her room. "Elesis, I..."

"I love you, Elesis..." Lire without a second to lose made contact with Elesis' lips and kissed deeper. Elesis accepted her kiss and pushed her lightly to her bed, where Elesis slowly removed Lire's shirt as their tongue danced together in their mouths. Lire felt so happy... as well as the Lire, viewing her own memory.

Elesis withdrew from Lire and started to pleasure with her tongue and fingers caressing every part the yellow-haired girl's body. This went on until both of them had enough. "I love you too, Lire" She finalized.

Lire smiled as she dozed off to sleep in the arms of her new lover...

The spectator wished she could relive this moment again. But, as she blinked, everything went dark... She could hear another voice. She realized that she was seeing another part of her memory... but it wasn't as she expected.

"I don't love you anymore"

"Lire, I... I'm in love with Ronan now..."

"Forget about me, Lire... I don't think we'll be seeing each other anymore"

"Good bye, Lire"

A sharp painful feeling went through Lire's body. "Noooooo!!!" She screamed her lungs out as she reached for her lover once more. Trying to get her back after all the moments they spent together... The words kept on repeating... making her more insane as she is. She tried to close her ears but the voices kept on piercing through her ears. "I don't want this... damn it."

It was then that she went back to reality, where she was violated... her eyes red from her tears. Saliva was flowing out her gaping mouth... moaning sounds just kept on getting louder and louder. She stared at Hark. She saw him enjoying himself with her body... She ceased praying for help. She lost hope. Only to hear, someone calling her name from the distance...

"Lire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" It was another familiar voice, but her senses were failing her to recognize who that was.

Hark heard it as well. "Someone is coming and it sounds like the voice of a female." He looked behind expecting his untimely guest.

It was then that Amy and Arme came to the scene only to witness the gruesome fate of their friend. Arme covered her mouth in disbelief, eyes gawking at Lire as tears rushed out harder. "Lire..."

Hark just continued his dirty work until his manly trace went in to do the final blow. He withdrew his fix from Lire and laughed at her half-dead face. "You must be her friends." He faced Amy and Arme.

Amy was shocked as she stared at her friend, anger flowed through her veins that very second. Her eyes fueled with hatred against the man. "You forsaken bastard!"

Arme stared at Lire' violator. "Hark..?" She grips her staff tightly. She couldn't believe her eyes. "Why..?"

Hark zipped his pants and stared maliciously at the two which intimidated them. "Arme... Oh, how much you've grown." He laughed as he charged at them. "Now, it's your turn!!!!" He reached for his sword and a rope.

Amy and Arme stood ready, expecting the unexpected. Both of them, very angry. Lire just sat in a corner, laughing senselessly that burned that dark night... Naked and helpless…

To be continued~

Fatal Desires Chapter III~

 ~Chapter III: Mellow Reminiscence~

Amy and Arme ran into Kanavan, without hesitations... They were afraid for what might happen to their friend, Lire. Arme just found out that Lire was in trouble. Tears were creeping out from her eyes.

Amy felt something wrong. "Everything's so strange... as if something has happened while I was gone." Amy scratched her head in confusion.

"Something did happen, Amy." Arme said. "Many things occurred during the four years during your absence."

"What do you mean?" Amy got nervous from what her friend was trying to say.

Arme faced Amy. "Many tragic things happened... mostly to Lire." Arme ran faster. "Lire is in a lot of pain..."

"Isn't Ryan with her now?" Amy ran to catch up with Arme. "Where is he?"

Arme cried harder after hearing Amy's question. "Ryan... passed away, two years ago." she replied. Amy was silent after that.

"While you were gone, Bermesiah suffered an intense drought... the forest almost died, if not for Ryan." Arme remarked. "He left Lire and went all the way to Gaia... and offered his soul, so he could save this continent."

"Ryan..." Amy whispered to herself. The girl was deeply saddened by Arme's tale. "How did Lire react to that?" she asked.

"Lire was left all alone... Every day she wondered around senselessly, like she never cared for anything anymore." Arme closed her eyes. "Every night, we could hear her cry. We did everything we could to ease her pain from her lose."

"Poor Lire..." Amy started to cry too. She could feel guilt that she wasn't there at the time that happened. "What happened after that?"

"We did everything we could, but to no avail... but" Arme paused.

"But..?" Amy was curious. She wanted to know so much on what she missed during the four years that she was gone.

Arme smiled. "There was someone who was able to reach out to Lire." She said. "It was none other than her best friend, Elesis."

"Elesis?" Amy questioned.

"Yeah, Elesis was the only one she listened to. Thus, she decided to stay with Lire during her troubled times..." Arme laughed in a low tone. "They went everywhere together. And their friendship grew... as well as their feelings...It was not long before Lire fell in love with her. Elesis loved her as well." Arme said.

Both of them became silent. The breeze was cold. But they were sweating as they rushed to their friend's aid. Arme, who was still crying, tried to wipe her tears off her face. Amy just allowed herself to cry while following Arme. They both ran as fast as they could. Amy's heart was beating so fast as they went nearer and nearer to Lire's location.

Meanwhile, Lire was still getting raped by Hark. She was still helpless as she was touched in various places on her body. "Nyuuuu~" Lire moaned. "I beg... you..."

Hark smiled. "You're begging me, what?" He smiled as his hands caressed her left thigh up to her entrance. "You want me to do it... I know you want me." Hark laughed.

"No, please... let go of me..." Lire moaned louder. She could feel something touching her down there. She felt so hot. She squirmed around, trying to free herself from Hark's grasp. "Ryan... Elesis... please help me..." she said to herself.

Hark started to go lick Lire downwards. His tongue went down from Lire’s neck to her right breast, which made Lire moan louder. Hark slowly took off the girl’s bra. Hark sent his right hand and slithered inside her panties, where he started to rub Lire’s womanhood. Lire started to get wet by his treatment while she moaned. Hark's saliva trailed down until it reached the lower corners of her body.

Hark released Lire's arms. Lire knew that this was her chance, she tried to move so she could run away. But her body won't follow her. "What's this... I can't move..." She tried to move her hand but was unable to.

Hark laughed at her. "It seems that it had finally taken effect on you." He reached for Lire's hair and pulled it down, causing her to sit in pain. He then pinch Lire's nipples, which made her scream in pain. "How do you like that." He said as he leaned closer to her entrance. He sniffed the musky scent coming from Lire. "You smell so fucking good, bitch."

Lire bared witness to the man's evil desires. "Please... don't do this..." Hark ignored her once more and went closer and licked her panties violently. Lire cried harder as the man violated her space with his tongue. "Kyaaaaaa~!"

Hark slowly removed her victim's panties and saw her's. "This is rich." His continued to lick Lire, his tongue slithered up and down. He played around with Lire's clit. Lire was too numb to squirm around. It was then that Hark inserted his middle finger into Lire.

She felt so hot at that moment. "I can't anymore... I'm coming..."Lire let loose a large amount of white sticky stuff that covered Hark's hand. Lire was breathing heavily, she was tired. But, suddenly, Hark inserted his finger into Lire's mouth! "Suck it clean..." She had no choice but to do that as well. Her tears were overflowing that even that, she swallowed along with her juices. Hark just smiled at her. "Good girl..."

As they continued, Amy and Arme had already passed the Kanavan Square, as they passed the bar that Lire was at. The bartender outside the bar, washing the windows covered with dust. It was then he noticed the two girls running pass him... He quickly recognizes the two. "Aren't those two, Arme and Amy?" He thought. "Hey, you two over there."

Amy and Arme heard the old man and stopped running. They faced the bartender. "What is it, Mister?" Arme asked. "We're kind of in the hurry."

The old man pointed out an alley. "Take that path, it will lead you to Miss Lire faster." he said. “You’re friend is in grave danger."

Amy was confused. "Why are you telling us, this information?" she asked.

The bartender smiled at them. "I had a feeling her friends would come for her... and, as you can see, I'm old now."

Arme nodded. "Let us go, Amy" she rushed towards the path the bartender pointed out. "This path will surely take us to Lire a lot faster."

The bartender faced the girl who was left behind. "I heard what happened to Miss Lire, she was here a while ago." he said. "Miss Elesis... just destroyed their relationship with each other." he continued. "Now, Hark tricked her to drink 16 glasses of very strong wine... it's effects will make your body numb and helpless."

Amy instantly ran and followed Arme after hearing the old man's story. "Leave this to us, we will save Lire's ass from that motherfucker."

Amy was just about to catch up when Arme said something. "Elesis cared for Lire and promised each other to never leave each other’s arms." Amy kept listening at what Arme was saying. "But Ronan started to court Elesis, because he was the only one who knew nothing of Elesis and Lire's relationship." she continued.

"Arme..." Amy finally spoke.

Arme smiled. "That's about everything, I know."

"How about when, Elesis destroyed their relationship?" Amy asked.

"What?! That's absurd!! Who informed you of that?" Arme exclaimed.

Amy was a little intimidated. "The old man overheard Lire's conversation... It's what he said to me."

"Ohh..." Arme silenced herself after hearing that.

They ran faster in to inner parts of Kingdom. The paths were getting darker. They could hardy see anything. But, it was when they heard moaning not too far ahead of their location. They knew that it was no other than Lire. Amy was furious as tears flowed from her eyes. "Lire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

To be continued~

Fatal Desires Chapter II~

~Chapter II: Invitation of Desires~

At the bar, Lire sat besides Hark oblivious to what's about to happen to her. She didn't even notice that Hark was wearing an evil grin in his face...

Hark signaled the bartender so that he could give his order. "The usual for me and a glass of Blue Coral for the young lady." He then faced Lire. "I am sure that Blue Coral will suite your taste." But he noticed that Lire was looking pale and not in the mood for anything.

"Is there something wrong, Lire?" Hark asked her. "You've been like this ever since we entered the bar." But Lire kept her silence. Hark prolonged his patience for the girl and waited for the right time to strike.

A few minutes later, the silence was broken when the bartender came in front of them. "Here's your drink, Sir Hark." he then turned towards Lire. "And here's yours, Miss Lire. Enjoy." He smiled as he turned his back on them.

"Does the atmosphere in this place disturb you in anyway?" He stared at the girl. I was just all in his plan to make her feel comfortable with him. "Do you not like my company?" He asked, as if he's concerned.

Lire turned and stared at Hark. "It's nothing... It's just.. It's just..." tears began flowing from her eyes that flowed down her blushing cheek. "I don't know what to do?" Lire was getting more depressed than she already was.

Hark reached for his handkerchief on his pocket and wiped her tears off her soft and red cheeks. This made him a little excited. But he calmed himself down enough to say something. "You can tell me, I am here for you." He smiled at her. "I can assure you that you'll feel better if you let it all out."

Lire finally gave in. "If I tell you, are you willing to listen to me?" Lire stared at her glass mesmerized by it winder color.

"Of course I am willing to, what kind of man am I if I hadn't?" He laughed. "I will listen to you, Lire."

Lire giggled. "Hark, It's just that my most beloved person... left me for another." Lire laughed at herself. "And you know what? That person was my friend..." Lire held her glass with much force. "It really... hurts."

"Most beloved person? Your boyfriend, perhaps?" He asked curiously at Lire.

Lire smiled while tears was still flowing from her eyes. "My girlfriend... I loved her so much, and yet she left me all alone... after everything we've been through, together." Lire wiped her tears but it just kept flowing.

Hark was surprise from what he just heard from the girl. "So, the bitch is a lesbian... go figure." He thought. "It is getting interesting." he smiled. "Really, but it'll be alright. Life can do that to you without any regrets. That's why I became a Knight." Hark laughed.

Lire was impressed at Hark. Though he wasn't surprised that she like women, he comforted her... even giving her and advice. "Thank you for listening to me." Lire smiled at him.

Hark lifted his glass. "Are you feeling better now?" he asked her.

Lire sighed in relief. "A little, thanks to you."

"Well then, let's have a toast." He lifted his glass in the air. Lire also did the same. "Yeah, a toast." she finalized.

Meanwhile, at the entrance of Kanavan. Arme was still busy with her tracking spell in hopes of finding Lire. Amy was getting worried by the second. Something's telling her to find her friend as soon as possible before it's too late. Such warnings are painful for her since she is an oracle.

"I hope that nothing has happened to you, Lire." Amy said to herself. She looked at Arme concentrating in her search. Amy smiled. "At least I found Arme." She sighed to calm herself down at bit. "I wonder what are the others doing while I not around." Amy turned towards the sky.

While they were busy... Lire, who was still at the bar in the accompaniment of Hark, drank sixteen glasses of wine. She was really drunk. Her sight was getting hazy. She tried getting up but her body was too lazy. "I want to... go home, Hark." she said. "I don't think I can drink anymore." She tried to look at her companion.

Hark saw how Lire looked if she was drunk. He noticed her cute eyes, reddish cheeks, lustful lips. This made him so excited that he was in pain due to the tightness of his pants. He smiled maliciously at her. "Can milady stand?" He just can't wait to do away with her. He stared at her chest, he desired to touch them.

Lire tried to stand up properly so she wouldn't look pathetic. "I can manage." But she lost her balance afterward. Hark caught her while he stared at her ass. He was literally drooling. "May have the permission to escort you back to your house?" he asked her.

"Sure." Lire answered as if she didn't notice anything.

"Let us leave now..." he said. " You might lose your consciousness." Hark gave the bartender their payment for the drinks and bade him goodbye as they left the establishment.

Minutes passed but they were not going to her path. She just realized that Hark doesn't know where she lived. She found herself in a dark alley. "Where..." before she could finish her sentence... she was pushed back by Hark. Her back hit the wall hard. "Ouch, what was that for?"

"Shut up, bitch" Hark's alluring and enchanting voice suddenly changed. "Oh, I waited for this moment... You're such a foolish girl... trusting me enough to escort you home." His gripped over Lire was getting tighter.

'What?" She tried to escape. "Please, let go of me" She was too weak to move him.

Hark started to touch Lire's chest. "You got me so hard just by looking at your slutty face." Lire moans in disbelief.
"You are just to cute." He ripped Lire's shirt off her body revealing nothing by her bra. "Hehehehe."

Lire started to cry. "Kyaaa..." Hark unzipped her pants to release his heavy load. He pushed Lire down to the level of his navel area. Lire stared at it since it was the first time she saw one. It was about 7 inches in length with precum leaking out. It smelled weird to her. Before she knew it, Hark forced his length down her mouth. "Fwuu...." Lire couldn't believe what was happening to her.

"Your mouth is so tight" Hark laughed in ecstasy as he started to push and pull inside Lire mouth. Lire was helpless. All she could do was pray for someone to help her. "Suck more, you bitch."

"Fwuuu." She could taste her raper's manliness as it explored around her mouth... It rubbed around her tongue.

Hark was blowing her harder. "I'm gonna come." Lire was alarmed. She tried to release herself but, Hark grabbed her head and prevented her escape. He went on faster. "I'm coming..." Lire closed her eyes as Hark emptied his load inside Lire's mouth. Sticky matter invaded her throat. " Drink everything..." Lire was had no choice but, to drink it. It tasted bitter. "Ahhh..." Hark said as he released his long rod from Lire's mouth.

Lire gasped for air after that. "Why are you... doing this?" Lire was crying. But Hark ignore her words and made her stand up. And he started to lick her neck. "Kyaaaa..." Lire reacted. "No, please." Hark still ignore her as his hands made its way to Lire's left thigh... Lire could only moan. She was still praying for someone to help her...

Back at the entrance, Amy can hear a faint call from a distance. She knew it was Lire. She turned towards Arme, who just finished with her spell. "Any luck, Arme?" she asked.

Arme's eyes was wide open. "We must hurry, Lire is getting raped" she shouted.

"What did you, say?"Amy reacted.

"Enough talk, we must go now." Arme started to run. "Follow me, Amy"

"Coming..."Amy said. "Lire!!!!!, we're coming to save you..."

Amy and Arme ran into Kanavan, without hesitations... They were afraid for what might happen to their friend, Lire.

To be continued~

Fatal Desires Chapter I~

 ~Chapter I : The Secrets of the Thorn~

Lire didn't move one inch from her position as she watched the girl she loved, fade away into the distance... "Why..." Those were the last words she spoke before fainting into the cold hard ground.

Two hours had passed, Lire was still unconscious, her face was full of regrets and depression.Tears were continuously flowing from her shut eyes, desperately calling for the one it weeps for. As though time had stopped, everything went blank inside the girl's soul. The afternoon breeze swept gently on her blushing cheeks. Her black shirt and red skirt were spoiled dirty on the ground. Her mouth was opened slightly, releasing some amounts of saliva trailing to the girl's neck area.

Meanwhile, a pink-haired girl passes by, near the location of Lire.

"I bet, they're still oblivious to my arrival... I want to surprise them with gifts I got from Ellia." The girl remarked.

Moments later, Lire finally awoken from her painful slumber, but still unable to move from her position. Though awake, she was still grieving for her loss. She spoke of only one word... rather, one name.

"Elle..." She said... "Elle..." She said again... she did so over and over again.

The pink girl was just about to pass by Lire when she heard a familiar voice, chanting...

"What is this... I recognize this voice."

She couldn't help herself but to go closer to see who that person was... as she got closer, the chanting was more clearer, she could hear it just behind a large oak tree. She silently peeked at her target... only to see a yellow-haired girl, lying senselessly on the ground...

"L...Lire?!" The girl asked in disbelief

Lire forced herself to look at her spectator... and mustered up the strength to speak. "Amy..." Lire couldn't help herself but to cry harder...

Amy run towards her friend, and helped her stand up. "What the hell happened, Lire?" She asked with such concern.

Lire pushed Amy away. "None of your business!!" Lire shouted as she slapped Amy on the face.

Amy fell on the floor due to impact from the slap that Lire just gave her. "What did you do that for?" Amy started to cry due to the pain.

Lire began to walk away from Amy. "I'm sorry, but you don't want to know... Amy." and left the girl.

Amy stood up quite pissed. "What's wrong with that girl... I mean I only wanted to help." Amy sighed. "She, behaving like this is not like her... I'd better find her."

Night fell as Lire was wandering aimlessly around Kanavan... She was in a confused state, as if she's drunk. She was nearing a bar when she accidentally hit a guy... and fell face first on the floor...

The man reacted. "Miss, are you okay? he said as she helped her regain her balance.

"Yeah, I'm okay..." Lire said in low tone.

"Oh no, you're nose is bleeding." The man inserted his hand in his pocket and retrieved a clean tissue and offered it to the bleeding girl.

"Thank you..." Lire accepted it and started to wipe the blood from her nose...

While Lire was busy, the man stared at Lire from top to toe... specially at her chest. He paused for a while and then grinned maliciously...

"I apologize for what happened, to make it up to you" The man smiled.

"Huh?" Lire was still confused.

"Let me buy you a drink, It's the least I can do after making such a beautiful girl bleed." The man reached out her hand to Lire.

The man's voice was enchanting and alluring. Lire noticed the man's stature, handsome face, strong and mature body. Even though Lire was the careful type, she smiled in acceptance as if she didn't care what would happen.

"Okay..." Lire said as she gave her hand to the man...

The man held her hand and kissed it. "I forgot to introduce myself, name's Hark." he said while walking towards the entrance of the bar with Lire by his side...

Lire smiled at him. "I'm Lire..." she said.

Lire followed Hark to the bar. Meanwhile, Amy was at the town square in hopes to finding Lire... She was already tired. She wanted to go home and greet her friends but, something's telling her to find Lire.

Amy shouted." Lire, where are you?" She was getting worried. "This isn't good... I can tell." Amy continued searching for Lire until she reached the main entrance of Kanavan...

"Where could she be?" Amy sighed.

Amy stopped and just before she could sit on the floor... "Amy!!!" Someone shouted her name from a distance... Amy quickly noticed and started to search for its source...

"Amy, is that you?" I small voice coming from behind was calling her again... The voice was also familiar. Amy looked behind... "Arme?!" She stared at her friend with much joy. Arme came closer and hugged Amy tightly...

"Amy, when did you arrive?" Arme asked.

"Just this afternoon" Amy smiled. "By the way, have you seen Lire?" she asked Arme.

"No I haven't, is there something the matter?... you look pale." Arme asked with concern written all over her face.

Amy sighed. "It's just, I saw Lire this afternoon lying on the ground!!!" Amy pointed at the place where she found Lire.

Arme was alarmed. "What?! Lire?! What happened?" she said.

"She didn't say anything, she even slapped before running of" Amy touched her face... remembering that time. She couldn't believe that Lire would do that to her. "I'm trying to find her, I feel that she's also in trouble at this moment"

"Very well, I will help you find her..." Arme began chanting a tracking spell on the entire kingdom of Kanavan. "This may take awhile" Arme said as she continued with her concentration.

Back at the bar, Lire sat besides Hark oblivious to what's about to happen to her. She didn't even notice that Hark was wearing an evil grin in his face...

To be continued....

Fatal Desires R20 version~

~Fatal Desires~

Katheryne
^Author

Disclaimer :
This is a work of fiction, based off characters and a series
which the author does not own. Please do not sue. All characters are
copyrighted by their respective owners: KoG.

Warning :
This is a Yuri Fanfic...
There are scenes, languages, not suitable for very young audiences
parental guidance is advice (If they're reading this><)

Author's Notes :

This is my first GrandChase Fanfic... I try not to go overboard with the explicitness of the story... but that'll cost me some delay>.< also if you don't like Yuri just turn around and leave.

Also, there are scenes that are definite H! and some words that might need discretion... You have been warned^^

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Prologue

"I'm sorry, Lire" Elesis said

"Elle, how could you... I..." Lire cried so much she couldn't speak properly.

Elesis looked at the poor girl and smiled. "I don't love you anymore, please understand" She then looked unto the horizon.

Lire covered her ears and kneel on the ground. "I don't want to understand, please don't leave me... I still love you... Elesis."

"Lire, I... I'm in love with Ronan now..." The red-headed girl started to cry as well. "I'm leaving for Xenia this evening. I'm starting a new life with Ronan."

Lire kept on crying, she couldn't believe what Elesis just said. Her heart, shattered from those cold words. Her mind went blank.

Elesis wiped her tears and turned to Lire. "Forget about me, Lire... I don't think we'll be seeing each other anymore"

"Elle..." Lire said to herself.

"Good bye, Lire" Elesis turned away as she started to leave the area. She didn't dare look back. "Please be careful, Lire." Her tears began to fall once more.

Lire didn't move one inch from her position as she watched the girl she loved, fade away into the distance... "Why..." Those were the last words she spoke before fainting into the cold hard ground.